Tranquility

Intro

Every evening I feel very deeply
That I have nothing more, no more senses,
And again I can’t find all defenses.
And I want very much to dream sweetly…

I
Where is my heart?
Where is my blood?
Where are all my internal resources?
Even my mind can not think and do something,
Even my heart can not feel, to feel nothing!
I have no alert,
Fear or weakness,
All burnt inside me,
I’ve just felt the illest.
And I don’t know
What it was happened?
As if my life had sunk into the end…

Refrain:

Earlier I had loved,
Earlier I’d suffered.
Also, of cause, I’d believed and agonized.
I’d asked something
And I’d lost a good thing.
I had disappointed,
I had known all big world…

II

Oh, God, what’s happened?
What is with my soul?
I have just tired
To play the same role.
Something has left
From all my life forever.
Secret voice whispers:
“You’ll leave the world never!”
My feelings’re frozen,
My thoughts took the stop…
Who I am? Where I am?
Adown or in the top?
I am impartial,
I’m ice, I’m quiet.
I am as fallen forever decedent…

Refrain:…

Outro

Only I still hope for one light in future…
Somebody will come…
My life’s diffusion…
2011