Dark despaire was over me

Dark despaire was over me.
It was clear I needed some peace.
I saw angels , they were very kind
but it was only a dream.

night was perfect
I was rather glad.
when the sky was raven ,was fright.
I despised the Sun and the light.
Soul was evil, but I did not mind.

I saw him.
He is an example of lust.
I feel passion with every my cell.
But somehow he does calms me down.
and with him I feel real rest.