hear me

hear me, dear, hear me, honey,
hear my voice and my scream and my cry;
please, understand that it's no longer funny
to hurt to the extent that i wanna hide!

i wanna escape cause i know - i'm wrong:
i feel what i mustn't to whom it's amiss -
because all of it i'm fucking alone
and i fucking don't wanna breathe!

hear me, dear, hear me, sweety,
hear my voice and my scream and my call;
now i'm lost, i'm abandoned, i'm sitting
in grey empty room, having nothing
at all.