why. did. i. stay

Why did I stay
When you treated me that way?
When you're trolling all around,
When you tread me in the ground,
When your voice is full of jibes...
Are you giving off some vibes?
I do catch them in the air
And you don't; it isn't fair!
I'm behaving as a fool,
I am breaking every rule,
Every vow I've ever given
Hardly breathe; I'm barely living,
Trying to abstract my mind,
But it's useless: I got blind.
It's my karma, everlasting,
It is dreadful and fantastic.

(c)ЛЛ
01.04.13.