Memories

I rave the past I used to know
And still in love with memories.
I'm so afraid to let them go,
As they may pull me into dreams

Of darkness. You're just gloomy shade,
But I can't let you go away
Because I had too much to pay
To let it go in any way.

I won't begin to fight, my ghost
Of happiness that we remain.
I'm looking for the void to lost
And to refuse my feeling's pain,

But thought there is only dust
My broken heart wants you to stay.
I can't let go my painful past
And there's no right for me to pray

To Heaven, as it has no might.
So, I keep waiting for my fate
To bring its calm eternal light
And to destroy the rising hate.

My broken heart is all I've got.
You leave me in the void, but I'm
Still hardly trying to see what
My fait will present at this time;

But will your phantom of decay
Be able now to find the way?..